I’m about to explode because of a person, one of the bosses at work, which is always ironic in a bad way, to tease, to feel superior. I’ve been obligated to suffer for a month, and now I feel like I explode. I do gym and meditate, but every week this person ruines everything. I’m afraid I ran out violently, I’m trapped because I don’t have an alternative, there’s only that job now and for next year, I wonder if my life is going to end like this, for a fight, fired and arrested, while the boss continues to enjoy and insult his employees…
I just want to give you insight, take this with a grain of salt. I would treat the world like chess, except the real world isn't fair, and the rules are different for everyone. But that doesn't mean you can't win. Be smart, find everyone including your own strengths and weaknesses, and exploit it. You don't have to play by their rules or be ethical especially when other people don't, but that doesn't mean you can do anything you want, because every action has consequences.