Whenever I hear cis gays talk about their life I get really sad. I never got a place I could feel valued or wanted as a trans guy. Not even in trans communities. I’ve had gay people yell at me about ChilfilA and JK Rowling even tho I never brought those topics up. I’ve had gay people hit on me only to be grossed out even tho they knew I was trans. I just want to cry because people yelled at me wishing people like me could go away.

I give up in general because people are terrible and I don’t feel valued in any way. All I can do is save up to move and be a recluse.