I get into these quick obsessions when I meet someone new, like planning our wedding and thinking about them to an unhealthy extent. It used to impact my work because I would drop everything to reply to their text or go on a date.

Now I just avoid dating altogether. Don’t even get me started on rejection :/

  • LunaA
    2·
    1 year ago

    I still catch myself catching feelings and falling in to old behaviours and i stopped going outside to socialise for that reason. Mostly just focusing on myself, my partner and binging movies and shows together while trying to stay alive in this crazy fucked up world that’s slowly dieing.

  • EarlyBaboon@lemmy.one
    2·
    1 year ago

    I even got married and I never knew I had BPD until recently. Ir just makes life very difficult but I am hoping to make some progress with therapy.