Call Honk! Attorney at honk!

Both these posts sound like satire

Discovered my wife is likely aphantasiac a few weeks ago. Real weird day.

Frakes without a beard looks like my late father in law

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I don’t agree with what you say but I’ll defend to the death your right to say it

A grave and delicious offense against the Canadian people

That’s just like, your opinion man

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That’s corn cream actually, completely different from cream corn

Honestly thought it was longer ago, was expecting 10-12 yrs ago

If it’s not possible to completely stop yourself from self-harming, try to use harm reduction principles such as keeping a well-stocked first aid kit or harm in ways which are less dangerous. Snapping a rubber band on your wrist is one thing that you could try but since you seem more likely to beat yourself (I’m assuming punches to the head/torso type of thing) then getting a punching bag and beating up the bag instead might help redirect your emotions outward.

You need therapy for sure but I don’t know how attainable that is for you. Without professional guidance in reprogramming your feelings of guilt and self-hatred you can only do so much. But be kind to yourself. Affirmations may seem corny but telling yourself you did nothing wrong, didn’t deserve your abuse, and are worthy of love from yourself and others, can make a tiny start on the road to healing.

In any case I hope you are able to grow and heal from this and find peace in your life. Much love from an internet stranger.