If anything, I applaud it… I just want it all to stop.
Even on days when it’s okay, even when months pass and it all seems fine.
My paranoia won’t subside, even now I’m scared even though I’m safe in my home. If it all collapses, it all stops, I won’t have to be afraid anymore.
I’m an autismo who can’t control the volume of her voice or even tell when she’s yelling, so this might actaully be useful