Just reframe this as a temporary trip/challenge to live off the land and regroup!
If you can genuinely view it that way, tell people about it and they’ll think it’s a really cool experience.
Then do it. Make it a project you can complete and then actually finish and come back to tell people what you accomplished and what you learned.
A lot of the work they do is aimed at thwarting the business models of cyber criminals, scam sites, etc.
Their reviews are probably from the people who had a good thing going using bots to scrape PII or take advantage of free trials/free tier SaaS products but were suddenly put out of business by cloudflares captcha tools.