You don’t suck, I mean unless that’s your thing 🤣, but seriously you’re deep in a depressive rut, you will come out of it. I was having a really hard time 3-4 years ago, I wasn’t suicidal but I was really unhappy and felt like shit all the time. Got on some meds, started running, met a woman, got married, got a big promotion, and had a kid since then. I’m in such a better place than I was back then, and I felt like my life had no meaning and I was going to be alone forever. Don’t give up, get help, focus on yourself build good habits, exercise, eating healthy, thinking good thoughts, then worry about external relationships.
If you like animals try volunteering at a animal shelter.
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