23 year old Irish non binary satanist

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  • Thank you. Its geniuely very heart warming knowing my post is actually going to help someone out there.

    Granted, I will say it’s going to be very hard to get them to open up if they go through something similar. Like if someone asked me how I was going back then I would of said grand (it’s an Irish thing to like keep positive and not make a big fuss over things) .

    Just encourage them to be open about there feelings even if they are angry. Teach them how to channel that anger into something productive rather than suppressing it.


  • Just making myself do things is very helpful. I dunno. It’s just that as I have gotten older I find I am better at making myself actually do things. I still have tons of things that I always have on the “I’ll get around to it queue” but I’ve improved especially with school work. One of the things that has motivated me is knowing how much it sucks to fail. How agonising that feeling is. I tell myself “alright do you want to get this done or do you want to hate yourself” sometimes and it seems to work.



  • Right. I have gotten some complaints about this from the report feature so I’ll just say a couple of things.

    Firstly, everyone. If you think OP is being a little silly then I urge to perhaps try telling them nicely without calling them an idiot. We won’t to promote an atompsphere where people are encouraged to talk about their problems without being ridiculed. This isn’t the first time something like this happened.

    Secondly, OP. You also need to engage more constructively with these people as well. The way you are getting defensive and immediately bringing up your education does not help you. Also you post complaining about here has been removed. We don’t really want this instance to be a place where people complain about other parts of lemmy. That just leads to drama down the road.






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    11 months ago

    To give you the gist it’s basically about inability to form connections. Like it’s not meant to aloof more like that I make shallow connections with people. Like in my class I’ve talked and somewhat know everyone in my class “Been everywhere and nowhere” yet I haven’t made a significant friendship with any of them. I briefly blow into people’s lives and then fade back out without being grounded to them. I stuck far up. The wind here is like this vague force that I seemingly have no control over like a mysterious force that prevents me from making connections. I hope this helps you understand this better.


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    11 months ago

    That’s kinda what I’m going for. Song lyrics. And for the curse words I put them because that’s what people say when they are desperate. Like adding in “fucking” I think ads to this because it conveys the sense of anger and adds intensity rather than just straight up repeating it three times.





  • Ok. I’ll clear up some of them.

    1. I knew at some point so I tried sussing out and travelling in the general direction which is the best I could do in that situation.

    2. Yeah. I just wake up and forget to put on a cloth sometimes.

    3. I did eventually. But the thing is a random person on the street isn’t going to know which warehouse it us unless they’ve been there. I asked and I only got vague directions.

    4. I called. They tried giving me directions but they had other calls to attend to so they couldn’t be on the phone the whole time giving me step by step instructions especially when at the the time I called them I was at 20 minutes walk away.

    5. They didn’t give me a bus. They just told me the location so I incorrectly guessed which one it was. I had Google maps open at that point I was convinced I had the right bus until it continued past a turn it was supposed to make to get to my destination. By that point it was too late so I had to get off before I went further off course.