As in, wanting to cease living your current life and not have any more responsibilities or problems, and essentially end your session as a living human being, but without actually dying?
There are a number of resources pinned on this community for those in need of extra help.
Wanderlust.
I saw a comic that covered this. This is just one person’s experience, but maybe it could help you understand your own situation better, and maybe help the people around you help you?
I’m going to print this out and carry it like a pain scale for working the ER when I’m done with medical school or make something like it. Thank you for sharing this.
passive suicidal ideation. it’s on the lower end of the spectrum of ideation, but still something to talk to someone about if you can.